I’ve been needing to write for awhile. And not like the I-feel-obligated-to-blog-every-so-often needing to write, but really needing to write. But for some reason, I just haven’t really been able to do it. Every time I sit down at my computer, motivated and ready to write, I close the WordPress tab just as quickly as I opened it.
The problem is, this Great Story I’ve been trying to live hasn’t felt, well, quite so great anymore.
By that, I mean that it is not as exciting as my life was several months ago. This time last year, I was living with Josh and the rest of our team in a small concrete room in the back of a church in Tablon, Honduras. Our days were filled with walking around the rural mountain town with Pastor Jesus, meeting with and praying for people in the community, gathering at Duma’s house with her family as they prepared corn tortillas, rice and beans for us, bathing in the river (in swimsuits of course), hand washing our laundry and hanging it to dry (for days and days as they got extra rinse cycles from the rain), and going to bed on our sleeping mats on the floor and in our sleeping bags at 8:30 because it was dark and there was just nothing else to do.
Today, I woke up, ate a bowl of cereal and said a quick good morning to my nephew Henry, went to work at Chick-fil-A, hung out with Henry a bit, ate dinner at my sister and brother-in-law’s church, and hung out with Josh at a coffee shop.
My life is SO different than it was a year ago. But, I’m realizing that different is okay.
My sister has been doing a 31 day blog challenge, and every day, she writes about a particular lesson learned. Today, she wrote about cultivating gratitude, no matter what your situation is.
I’ve been thinking about this topic for the last few weeks, and even though my life after the World Race is definitely different than I thought it was going to be, even just a few months ago, here are some things that I know I am grateful for.
I am thankful that I get to spend this season with my sister who is my best friend, my brother-in-law who always makes me laugh, and my sweet nephew Henry who I am convinced can do no wrong. The best part(s) of my day is when his face lights up and he says, “Aunt Jen!” when I enter the room or get home from work.
I am thankful that Josh and I have been welcomed into the Central Baptist Church Kansas City family. This church is an amazing body of believers who love to love you. They are incredibly diverse, and almost if not every person has been an international missionary or involved in international and domestic missions in some way. Cheers to having people who understand what it’s like to choke on Cambodian dust while riding in a tuk tuk, or to hear, “Mzungu! Mzungu! How are you?” every day in Africa. 🙂
I am thankful that the wonderful people at Chick-fil-A Liberty decided to take a chance on me, even knowing that I might not be around in a few months when we (hopefully) move to Georgia to start a new chapter working for Adventures in Missions. It’s been awesome, humbling, tiring, and an adventure every day. Not to mention that it’s very nice to have a paycheck after more than a year of not getting those exciting pieces of paper every two weeks.
So, life might not be traveling-the-world-exciting-Facebook-status-worthy right now, but I am grateful for what it is-a season full of love, rest, expectancy, and of course, pumpkin spice chai. 🙂